Yes, I might just loose it. Today is not a good day. Of course I immediately recognize that that simply means that I'm not exercising my faith. Slow down, take a deep breath....just breathe.....
I can't control everything.....
If I am to trust God I need to trust Christ. I must lay it on the alter and say, "Here Lord take my burdens, for your way is easy and your way is light." It's hard though.
The meanness comes out in people when it comes to politics.
We aren't mean people so it hurts.
Why can't we all be honest?
Why can't we all be nice to each other?
Oh yeah, we live in a telestial world. A world full of fallen men/women who are going after the lusts of their hearts.
Christ says do hard things. Make the world better. Follow the Spirit. Trust. Faith. Believe. Obey.
My house is full of piles and boxes. I don't like disorder. I don't like stress. I don't like piles.
My kids have gone crazy since disorder hit. Jumping, playing, chaos.
"Please sit still and focus on your math assignment."
Breathe, trust, believe....
I have to move out in 10 days. I don't have enough boxes.
I don't have enough mental ability to do this on my own.
That's the point. It's called submission. It's called mortal experience. What are you going to do? Submit or crack?
So many things to do today. I choose to finish my visiting teaching.
Besides faith I need to count my many blessing right?
The best husband ever (even if he is destined for political office at some point).
Children who usually do math when I ask them too.
Family and friends who I know would help me if they could.
I love my dog. He loves me.
Gospel. Temple. Holy Ghost. Scriptures. Prophet.
I will choose to rise about the sarcasm. I will not be mean back. I will forgive. I will pray. I will trust in God. I will not wallow in self-pity anymore. I will "work as if everything depends on me and pray as if everything depends on God." (Brigham Young)